Monday, August 25, 2008;
♥ 2:41 AM
some food for thought....
pride versus love... which will you choose?
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why choose?
Because i decided that both are... at a point... mutually exclusive.
everyone always says.. that love is a gamble.
and what's the price.. at stake?
i guess its pride.
to admit love, is to admit that one is needy of another, is vunerable
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i'm not saying that's bad.
its just that the other person's decision, can potentially obliterate all the pride you have in one fleeeting second. of course, there's a chance you get to retain all pride and still be absolutely happy, blissful, and the significant other of another half.
but before that,the stakes are high indeed.
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i guess i'm rambling again...
must be the rainy weather
its by sheer accident i stumbled upon that page.. i really didnt mean to intrude. but i smiled as i read each entry, heartwarming, blissful and everything my family lacks.i envy you, admire you and now understand what your world is like. simple,blissful, and filled with love. i can no longer wish to reach out to you. it's two such different worlds, one filled with quarrels, anger, hypocrisim and sadness, andyours, filled with the joy of newborns, love, sharing, and genuine care. you are truly blessed.
i admire and envy your world.
i really do.
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i wouldn't.. bear to taint it
-xoxo- wilted petals of wine-coloured roses -xoxo-
