Thursday, February 22, 2007;
postscript... and ramblings
♥ 6:49 PM
anyway, yesterday, from my way home from my grandparents house, i sunk into one of my melancholic moods again... (ok.. whats new)...
i walked past a bunch of kids playing with sparklers, screaming happily. It was such a happy scene i had to just had to take out my camera to snapa few photos of them:)
as i took a slow walk to the busstop, i suddenly wished i was young again. what i would give to be without worries, to go back to times where i took joy in the smallest things, filled with hope in life, and without and cynicsm.
today afternoon...
flipping thru my old diariesi even found the ones i've written in sec 3how different i was then.the littlest stuff tended to bother meyet the smallest things can also bring my a lot of joymy language was then flippantmy thoughts were then childish.slowly, i read thru my old diaries.i read thru my sec four days,then o levels that came and went.jc days, then happy and sad moments,then finally a levels.i read thru the happy moments i shared with my hub babes.then into my uni days.i realised that my thoughts got darker, more jaded, more cynical.~~ what i would give, to go back.~~ to when i was young
-xoxo- wilted petals of wine-coloured roses -xoxo-
